Anyway decided to post 'cos I kept hearing the 'So Sick' song on the radio.. really really like it..though I guess the lyrics are technically depressing..but I think it's really sweet. Yes, we all know I'm warped. :p But it's a really weird name for such a nice song though.. And the guy who sang it's called Ne-Yo or something..I could swear it was Usher instead. *swoon* I likkkkee Usher. :) Anyone who could serenade me like that would have my heart in an instant. ;)
So Sick- by Ne-Yo
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But it's the only way I hear your voice anymore
(it's ridiculous)
It's been months
And for some reason I just
(can't get over us)
And I'm stronger than this
(enough is enough)
No more walkin round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Cryin over you
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
Gotta fix that calender I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And how every song reminds me
Of what used to be
That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone
(Stupid love songs)
Dont make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio
Cuz I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing she was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?
(why can't I turn off the radio?)
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Yes, on a sidenote, I have come to realise that I've been leading a very closetted medic life in hall. Counfounded by the fact (ooh..Cofm..confounding factors!) that I'm also Singaporean and flee home at every opportunity. Apparently my hall is scandalous. Imagine the other halls. *shudder* It has been brought to my attention that at least 3 people have been two-timing..one of whom was more like three-timing. And for some reason, all the guys who voluntarily were being two-timed, were Malaysian..yes, we should do a cohort study on this. Hmmn..not v nice I say.. And many melodramatic love stories I thought only happened in the movies. And whatever else that apparently happens in halls..which I swear, I never thought happened in mine. :( I have been leading a sheltered life which I was pretty happy about.
I am also in the midst of recovering from a terrible flu bug that has struck at home...my throat hurts so bad..the high fever's subsided..but I really can't eat..good way to lose weight i guess. :|